hi im jen

cowgirl_badguy @ 2006-01-22T13:53:00

2006-01-22T19:00:52Z

MY WORKPLACE GOT RAN OVER BY A CAR!!
they deserved it, bastards
some old fart smashed backed into the window
ran over a register...
i saw it on the news, i miss everything good
JO's lightened up and gave me the day off
i shouldnt be online
i should be working on my fashion show

i miss those freakking days
hanging out with amanda mosquito..

i hope pechinsky picks me as one of the five crew members
it'd be pretty sweet
and id be stoked if he did

peace

ps. oh and look at my user info.. i want hits..more freakinn hits

cowgirl_badguy @ 2005-09-07T17:43:00

2005-09-07T21:43:53Z

you don't even know how much i love my layout, can this week get any better?

cowgirl_badguy @ 2005-06-23T16:43:00

2005-06-23T20:47:15Z

ITS SUMMMER TIME!!

yay... im going into Boston everyday of this and next week..and every week after that to see Dave =) i cant get enough of him, i really cant...

i went to Sonyas today...lmfao...i dont ever like KNO9W her...but i introduced myself and we hit it off... she's really nice... =) we were supposed to go to the beach but we got held back from "technical difficulties" cough cough... well... you'll never know! =)

me n nina are going to boston saterday... it will be cool... ive wanted to just have a day with her and me for a while now =)

ehh...i made plans with mia the same day...but im sure i can go to boston with nina and still be able to see the play... i mean cmon, its in the same city...=) hopefully, we'll see

cowgirl_badguy @ 2005-05-11T18:27:00

2005-05-11T22:28:39Z

Isn't my override sexalicious?!? POOH BEAR!! he's too cute!

cowgirl_badguy @ 2005-04-06T16:30:00

2005-04-06T20:30:32Z

cowgirl_badguy @ 2005-03-25T14:02:00

2005-03-25T19:04:02Z

i think i made the biggest mistake of my life... i cant stop thinking about it..its been one year.. you'd think id get over it by now..but im not.. and it was my fault we broke apart..im such a fucker..

WHAT IF...?
» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you do me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

cowgirl_badguy @ 2005-03-16T21:36:00

2005-03-17T02:38:59Z

mike is awesome..he makes my frown go upside down=)

eLite X sKaTer: call me...
xAbercr0mbie1892: i will...even tho i said that the last five times..ill do it some time tho... still the same old mike?
eLite X sKaTer: yup.. lol

xAbercr0mbie1892: i love you mike...call me if ur ever at your cousins house, okay
eLite X sKaTer: k
eLite X sKaTer: love you too

cowgirl_badguy @ 2005-03-15T18:12:00

2005-03-15T23:15:26Z

i am a superficial idiot...thank you

IM FEELING FUCKING AWESOME...this is the best day ever...i love knowing that i have no chance with a certain someone and that im a superficial idiot...more than three people think that, so i guess it must be true

how i loathe to prove you guys wrong

cowgirl_badguy @ 2005-03-12T22:49:00

2005-03-13T03:56:48Z

//.ROCK HARDCORE.//

My computer is a shitbag so it broke for a while, but now its fixed!

I really have nothing to say... i stayed up for 6 days straight..every night, for those six nights..i sat down and wrote everything i was feeling... i have an entire stack full of writing...i dont really want to post any of it...i repeated myself a lot, which i probably why it was so long

Im good at Congress..hah! so fuck youuuuu all of you crazy kids that thought i couldnt do it =) TRIUMPH!! it feels good

hmm..my classes..i have my whole schedule set with four AP classes..haha..AWESOME im so excited...

GUESS WHAT?!?! STARBUCKS IS OPEN AT MY PLACE (REVERE, G-FIELD)
Im loooooving the boy that serves me my mocha frap at Starbucks..=) ..hes so cute and he has witty statements...he remembers me and my order =)

The more i look at him..the hotter he gets..i still owe him a kiss =)

//.ROCK HARDCORE.//

cowgirl_badguy @ 2005-02-23T16:46:00

2005-02-23T21:59:56Z

Rock.// H A R D C O R E //.

My mumsy bought me orange flavored toothpaste//I don't care what you have to say, it's delicious// im so happyy//it tastes like orange tic tacs// So far i've brushed my teeth 6 times today// a little obssesive huh?// but is sooooo good// i need to tell the world about it// or make one of those really cute jingles on tv//

My birthday is tommorow// i can't wait// will someone get me a boy? // im so lonely // i love to cuddle// so if anyone needs a hug// im single// im going to make an advertisement for myself//

Name: Jenny
Sex: uhh no..im waiting.. (amanda!! remember chester!!!!! and his job application!! i <3 you)
Hair color: Jet Black..people who say there is no such thing..fuck you, there is...
Eye color: SUPER Light Brown.. a friend noticed that i had super light brown eyes..i never even noticed before..so look into my eyes!!
Height: 5.7
Interests: i <3 boys..the simpsons (if you think family guy is better, let's not even be friends.. and a whole bunch of stuff..music..punk..emo..rock..indie..ska.. and yes... i would turn lesbian for paris hilton..

Rock.// H A R D C O R E //.

cowgirl_badguy @ 2005-02-19T12:05:00

2005-02-19T17:07:19Z

Rock //.H a r d c o r e.//

//I want to go see a show//something//anything with loud music//someone take me out//

//my birthday is so close//i can almost f e e l it//

//Starbucks// my place// summer of twenty oh five// be there or be SQUARE//

//this damn congress thing is getting me down//however im extremely happy to report that mr.pechinsky believes in me and is putting in a real effort to cheer me up//he said he was going to the next tournament so he can make sure i don't get nervous//that was sweet of him// so i've been feeling better since we had that talk//i mean after being told i shouldn't do Congress from numerious people, it was a relief to have someone tell me i should and would do well at it// his extra Congress lessons have been a real helper//

//People im frustrated at(no specific order):nevermind//listing them would make me a crappy ass person//

Rock //.H a r d c o r e.//

cowgirl_badguy @ 2005-02-12T13:25:00

2005-02-12T18:36:20Z

Connor= awesomeishly great..he's been helping me with Congress..he's been so damn sweet... its so weird..last year i thought he wanted to stab me...he had this like "i want to kill you" look on all the time.. but he's so nice..he calls me.."aloof"..=)

Juan= jerk... but i cant help liking him..he seems to make up for everything he does wrong at the perfect time.. i hate this, not really =)

life is so fun, enjoy it =) donnnnny...good luck amanda..he looks like a keeper =)too late for steve.. i hope he's happy with himself..pfft.. bad news: lost the sexiest girl aliiive...but the good news... i saved money on my car insurance!!

LMFAOOOO IM SOOOOOO PATHETICC..THAT JOKE... I CANT STOP LAUGHING..HAHAHA IM SO STUPIDD

cowgirl_badguy @ 2005-02-05T16:18:00

2005-02-05T21:29:00Z

Yesterday:
Joe, Will, and Pat came over...went to McDonalds with them... it was fun, creppy...the creepy part was because it was 6 o clock(it gets prettty dark) and joe threw me into a street with him and we almost got ran over...god i hate him...they walked me home..im glad...i couldnt have done it without them... we went on my swing thingy in my house and it was nice...everything was calm and quite for once..probably because we were too tired to talk..

Today: showed mom report card...i was slightly scared but sucked it up...i lied..i cried so fucking hard..it felt nice to cry again as weird as that sounds

Just stuff: i began to think about all the shitty people i hang out with...people i cant understand..like joe.. he's mean... but he can be soo nice at times..but like suchhhh an asshole...like mcDonalds was fun..but it wasnt..i cant explain it..its so hard to trust him... i think im having like trust issues now...all the people that have said something outloud, that never even phased their minds but is totally killing me, are making me sooo angry right now..

Sum up: things are making me more mad than it should

/*/1. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.//
/*/2. I will then tell you what song reminds me of you.//
/*/3. I will tell you who you remind me of, celebrity etc.//
/*/4. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.//
/*/5. Put this in your journal.//

cowgirl_badguy @ 2005-01-26T21:27:00

2005-01-27T02:31:10Z

im so fucking mad...this conversation was like totally randomn and out of the blue when he said it...

XthenumbsideX: im at chris's
xAbercr0mbie1892: uh...thats nice to know
XthenumbsideX: ya
XthenumbsideX: he said be jealous
xAbercr0mbie1892: i said "fuck off"
XthenumbsideX: ok bye

like why the fuck do you have to tell me that, i dont want to hear about chris anymore... what the fuck is up with that "be jealous" crap...im so FUCKING AHHHH

cowgirl_badguy @ 2005-01-26T15:10:00

2005-01-26T20:12:45Z

xAbercr0mbie1892

new sn<3

cowgirl_badguy @ 2005-01-25T11:19:00

2005-01-25T16:21:05Z

No SchOOL...aGAIN?!?

Aww..these quizzes are so true..

You have a goodbye kiss- much passion and longing,
but never lasting.

What kind of kiss are you?
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cowgirl_badguy @ 2005-01-23T14:21:00

2005-01-23T19:22:55Z

NO SCHOOL!!

<3 ever so swweeeet you make this seem <3

i saw these quizzes everywhere so i took one..i liked the response so im putting this bad boy in...

You scored as Age 13-19 years. Yeah, you're cool! Live life like you'll be 18 forever! WHOOP!

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Age 13-19 years

80%

Age 0-12 years

60%

20-35

60%

Age 36-70 years

20%

Age 71+ years

How old is your SOUL?
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cowgirl_badguy @ 2005-01-22T16:12:00

2005-01-22T21:15:22Z

... im being blackmailed by a teacher... i think that's not allowed

... this guy i know is pressuring me to tell him how i feel about a person i like..i don't like it

... joe grav is a real freak... he's spreading rumors about me

other than that...im as happy as i can be =) im glad finals are over..the stress is gone and so are my zits...

<3 ever so sweet you make this seem <3

cowgirl_badguy @ 2005-01-17T13:57:00

2005-01-17T19:00:16Z

his eyes are amazing

they stare at you with a deep understanding

im falling, for you...

i did all this, for you

i hope you noticed

<3 he's perfect

cowgirl_badguy @ 2004-12-25T20:30:00

2004-12-26T01:38:10Z

Merry Christmas....

guess who got a cute pink c.d player with diamond trunket on it from her lovely brother?? I DID!! god i love him... he couldnt gett me the i-pod cuz he said mumsy wuddve kicked his ass cuz i dont deserve it..cuz my grades are pissy...

i cant wait for s and d... me n jason are gunna kick ass... well..he's technically not my partner..YET... he still has to join..haha.. he said he would..aww

jared=hot

amanda.. in love with another boy perhaps?? hmm i think i figured it out...i'd be a complete dumbass for not knowing... i read her mind like an open book... hehe *MWAH* i guess steve can wait... but remember..your letting HIM wait...

im not particularly close to anyone right now.. its weird... a bit LOOONELLY... not really... i would just prefer to have one specific person to rely on in times of need...

WELL...its been... bye loves!

cowgirl_badguy @ 2004-11-25T11:05:00

2004-11-25T16:08:05Z

TURKEY DAYYY...mmm mmm good

more perkier than usual...

had a bad wake up call... my mom forgot how to cook the turkey, after doing it for like 100 years, she told me to go find how to cook one online... i feel bad for saying 100 years, makes her seem really old, so im going to make up for that by saying she looks like shes 20...wrinkle free too...

amanda , amanda, amanda... steve is like the stuffing and you are like the turkey...hes supposed to go in you...haha

cowgirl_badguy @ 2004-11-24T19:20:00

2004-11-25T00:25:24Z

amanda should SO be dating steve right now...hes so hot...shes so hot...they are like hot people... and everybody knows what they say about hot people... they mix well...DUR

i saw YOU KNOW WHO today...actually i see him everyday since he's in one of my classes...god i miss him..i just want to say sorry and have everything back to normal...i feel like crying in a corner now... i wish he knew how i felt... i wish he would say something, ANYTHING to me right now...

its been..

cowgirl_badguy @ 2004-11-19T19:31:00

2004-11-20T00:35:04Z

THIS ONE'S FOR MARITZA....

01. Who are you, what's our relationship:
02. How long have you known me:
03. Do you think our friendship is getting stonger/weaker or staying the same:
04. Tell me one good thing about myself:
05. When you first saw me, what was your impression:
06. Have you ever had a crush on me:
07. Describe me in 3 words:
08. Do you think i'm good looking:
09. How would you describe me to someone:
10. What do you like most about me:
11. What do you think my weakness is:
12. Do you think i'll get married:
13. What makes me happy:
14. What makes me sad:
15. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you:

<3 jenny its been

cowgirl_badguy @ 2004-10-31T18:44:00

2004-10-31T23:49:23Z

..I'm Tha Cow-gRl baD-GuY ThaT GoEs BANG BANG..

Sometimes i wonder if he's looking at me, you know... we don't talk anymore, but i still look... you KNOW?? He tried to make a feeble attempt to talk to me...like nothing ever happened... i don't know why im mentioning this... well it kind of is important in my life... the day i stopped talking to him was kind of a turning point... im not sure if it was for the better or for the worse... i thought to myself a while back that it would be for the better... that he caused more pain than he gave me happieness... im kind of thinking that i was wrong.. dead fuckin wrong... it wouldn't work now... no turning back right?? no regrets??... it wouldnt be the same anyways... his g.f wouldn't be too happy if we were friends again... it's been baby

cowgirl_badguy @ 2004-10-03T15:20:00

2004-10-03T19:30:04Z

..I'm Tha Cow-gRl baD-GuY ThaT GoEs BANG BANG..

Hey...long time since i last updated...in short this is how my school year has been so far...

1) me + chris = no more *he can go fuck himself*

2) grounded for life.. me + duong are badasses.. we skip school AFTER not DURING

3) did i say chris can go fuck himself already??

4) yeah..fabiano can go with him

5) math sucks

6) every class is AWESOME, other than math of course

7) I have a crush on a varsity football player who only knows me as " that girl who came in last but took off her shirt for me" ( i might talk to him during the year...doubt he's single though)

8) everyone is making me pretty mad right now besides duong

9 I haven't learned how to make my own decisions without having the input or persuasion of my peers

ILL BE BACK